i am tired,
tired of my never ending thesis writing.
it made me crazy to write those few chapters...

i am tired,
tired of programming.
its like a never ending story...

i am tired,
tired of trying to forget,
the more i try to forget, the more i think of it!

i am tired,
tired of staying away,
the more i don't want to care, the more it appears in my mind!

i am tired,
tired of myself.

i need rest,
rest from everything,
R.I.P may be? haha, i am getting more crazy...

i'll be away,
away from this virtual world,
to settle some other things back at home.

dear all,
i'll be away from 1.5.2010 to 8.5.2010
and will not online for that period.
please do not hesitate to sms/call me for any urgent matters.
will be back as usual after that. hopefully. haha..